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01
Aug
08

bees. just bees.

[contiued]

The following morning, I’m piecing together the tatters of a sandblasted bus timetable and blearily headed a few miles down to Finisterre – another Land’s End; like the Cornish and Breton versions, more an idea than a place, struggling to live up to the responsibility of being the last place on earth. The village is likeably scruffy, built on the sheltered side of the steep headland around a stone harbour. Today, the fishing boats (rust and registration number) and smart visiting sailboats (Isabella 2, Little Princess) barely bob in a calm that seems unearthly, given the 3,000 miles swilling beyond the promontory. I want to take a chalked-up mast and skim red buoys across the baizey harbour waters into lobster pot pockets.
On the road up to the lighthouse which marks mainland Europe’s last whimper are a handful of pilgrims unsated by Santiago’s lichen and gilt and walking on until there is no more land to walk on. The Camino straggles semi-officially here, following a route that predates the Christianised version with a simpler narrative – a walk to the end of the world. The tradition is to collect a seashell, and then, without bitterness, to burn the boots or clothes which have barely survived the weeks on the road. It’s unexpectedly moving to come across these twisted remains on the rocks facing westward to nothing but water and weather. This is a place for contemplation, with a wistfulness that comes of knowing what’s behind, and what little there is left in front.

Up on the headland, with wrens and linnets darting and gorse and blackthorns clinging to rocks, the relative bustle of the cluster of buildings around the lighthouse is lost high above the Atlantic, silent on a sunny day but for the putter of a few dinghies as fishermen drag crabs from between the green knuckle headlands. Emptied of anything but stillness and hunger, I wander down to the harbour, and, in one of the smaller bars, work my way through some spectacular razorshell clams and one Estrella Galicia after another. It starts to rain, and doesn’t look like stopping. This time the bus takes it slowly, nudging round the hairpins and the pinetopped cliffs back to the campsite. With tent flapping wildly, peering out into a mist with foghorns lowing from three directions, I’m starting to understand this place.

29
Jul
08

skinks for grykes

[last year, I went here:]Ezaro, Galicia

When the names of Spanish coasts were handed out, Galicia’s northwestern corner drew the shortest straw. As other costas flaunted badges proclaiming their rugged, golden, light, sunny, white or tropical qualities, the Costa del Muerte slunk home to sulk in the Atlantic mist. This sodden, often chilly, wild and slightly unearthly place will always struggle when brochures are flicked through and holiday money gambled. The weather here is unreliable, the buses infrequent, the tourist menus come chalked in two languages – Gallego and Castillian – and it largely shuns promenades, car parks and pineapple chunk pizza. And it’s unabashedly, spectacularly, eerily beautiful.

In part, it’s the familiarity, the similarity to those other westward peninsulas that goad the ocean to angry storms. Like Dingle or Penwith, the bays, coves, and boulder-strewn hills are often bathed in a strange watery light that floats, doesn’t flatten like the hammering sun further south. Everything looks not quite to scale – a too closely shot model, soon to be swept away by monstrous match flames or a bucket-sized tsunami. And like Brittany, it has a Celtic apartness, more ancient than the surrounding lands.

The Coast of Death lies an hour from A Coruña, Galicia’s biggest city, a Cadiz in reverse stuck out into mists of the Bay of Biscay. A Coruña is a modern city, but the coast road winds west through the centuries – a succession of buildings, from tumbledown cottages constructed from an impossibly minimal number of stones to houses seemingly transported from the uPVC section of a Wickes catalogue. Here, churches jut mossily from the hills and promontories of one of Spain’s most resolutely Catholic regions, stripped of the dazzle and gilt of the baroque version of Christianity further south, and served with an austere side order of fatalism and a crust of salt. The most overtly religious buildings of all, perched on mushroom stilts, and protected by as many crosses as can be carved into gables without toppling, are not chapels to stylite saints preaching the benefits of aerial worship, but granaries (horreos) to keep grain hard-won from this poor soil out of reach of mice.

The landscape is very familiar: quartz and heather mingle on rocky grassland for which, after a moment’s geographical nervousness, ‘moors’ seems appropriate. Elsewhere are sandier heaths, and woodland, sodden green or bluish under the advance of invasive eucalyptus. And the coast, which glitters when the sun is not too shy to shine.

I’m staying at Estorde, a short, sheltered beach, where Atlantic waves are tamed in summer by the bay; though even here the undertow is strong enough to pull old or young off their feet into indignity. A few sailboats are moored overnight in the bay overnight, there’s a campsite, a pricey hostal and an expectation that the season will last no longer than the slumbering ocean allows. This place is not yet built for tourists – public transport is sparse and opening hours still tailored to a rural economy.

On the sand, two old men exchange tales about long-lost women before dipping cautious toes into the chill August sea. There’s little but rockpools, sand and lapping water: nothing to do for the kids here but scare each other with tales of barely hidden sea monsters as parents sprawl like ageing seals, to sit and dig, construct cities from sand with just enough river mud to bind beautifullly, and, when the mist and cloud finally clears, to race to the water leaving footprints that glisten and fade.

This part of the coast seems to specialise in the kind of precipitious drop from path to doom which sets the toes tingling. Of course, the coast was named from the opposite perspective – the way the cliffs produce such a sudden, vertiginous edge to the Atlantic, with rocks, hardship and voyages’ all-too-sudden end. Scrambling over the next headland and settling for a while, I nod off, thinking of home in the gorse and the sandy turf and before long, the lighthouse beams are sweeping the last of the sun away.

Next day, I wander through Corcubión and Cee, two towns in one around one of the rias characteristic of this part of the coast, and resorts of a kind solely by virtue of land meeting sea. Corcubión is in the early stages of touristification, with the first crop of overreaching ventures already withered and ready to be swept aside by boutique everything. The town, a step back from the harbour-front is magnificently crumbling and seedy, with buildings bound by hope more than mortar, sturdy old women obligingly shaking linen from windows and dogs threatening from balconies. Cee’s elusive charm is of a strange, municipal flavour. However, all buses lead to here, and I seem carlessly destined to keep coming back until the health centre, all new shopping centre and selection of drab bars are overfamiliar. Headed to the steeper land across the bay, the taxi driver tells me, ‘No, not many English; mostly Germans, and more at Finisterre. But not so many of anyone’. Some up and down later, we’re in Ézaro, a village which, at first glance, could win the title of Sleepiest Beach Town in Europe, if it could only rouse itself to complete the short form necessary. Along with neighbouring O Pindo, it sits under Monte Pindo, threatened by boulders seemingly tumbled down on a giant’s whim. There’s a bleak beauty to the landscape here, with fells stepping down to the sea, dry stone walls dividing salty fields of questionable value, and when the sun ducks under the mountain, it could be upland England, or the Burren. The village offers nothing to do but scramble up the hill for some astonishing views, then sit in the one bar open outside of mealtimes and wait for the weather to change, and my taxi driver to turn up, apologetically thirty seconds late…

28
Jun
08

busy

busy, like. taking no photos. writing no guff. apart from some really quite bad fiction.

03
Jun
08

some times thers mor in the empty paper nor

Busy. But have something on the go for this space.

Meanwhile, a photo of the Atlantic.

19
May
08

the simple node and link variety

[An old review. No reason for putting it here beyond liking one or two of the sentences, and the continuation of the Rocio thing not being quite ready]

George Saunders – Pastoralia
So here we have it. Another tape-guided solo electric vehicle tour around LifeWorld®, the theme park that’s like…you know…REAL. And what a jerking, whining, battery-powered ride it is. Pastoralia is the second collection of short stories from George Saunders, America’s leading purveyor of odd-shaped fictional tools for picking the holes in the American dream.

These are the stories of people who never got their promised 15 minutes: the ugly, the balding, and toothless, the too tall, the too fat, the too mothered, the unwanted. Characters who were trampled under in the foundations of the human pyramid, still desperately thumbing self-help books and combing thinning hair in patented rejuvenating mirrors, still holding out some tuxedo hope in a threadbare suit. Characters who never got enough, or even never asked. The leftovers after the rest of us have made our killings.

It’s a deeply compassionate book, full of sadness, a sense of injustice and a sharp eye for the half-truths that fuel the elbow-dash for cash or status. Saunders’ jaundiced view is conveyed with a voice that is wonderfully attuned to the language and easygoing misbehaviour of all-incorporating corporate life. Casual customer evaluation reports control the lives of underlings in seedy tourist attractions. A self-made self-help business guru preaches his mantra: ‘Now is the Time for You to Win’. Everything is Capitalised (in both senses). Characters squat in their Separate Areas, unable to communicate – it’s against Regulations.

Like Catch 22, what starts out somehow charming, with oddball characters in elliptic orbits around a moving off-centre, slowly escalates into something bitter, incisive, even horrific, although still darkly, outrageously, painfully funny. And funny it is. This is a snigger on the bus book, a stuff hand in mouth in a meeting book, and a book that can’t be easily explained:

BYSTANDER: So what’s so funny?

YOU: Well; there’s this kid who’s completely unloved at home, so much so that his mum and stepdad have got a special name for him which they pretend is a term of endearment, but which isn’t, and who responds by living a fantasy life to such an extent that he ends up getting run over by a car and killed, unable to embrace any sense of self-worth despite the redemptive efforts of the last person he talks with.

All six stories scuttle about in the shadows of that same 51st State that CivilWarLand in Bad Decline, his first collection, mapped so effectively;and they need to be read, by everyone who ever believed any of the inch-thick PR plastered over the writing on the wall:

Let me tell you something. Something about this country. Anybody can do anything. But first they gotta try. And you guys ain’t…You kids make squat. And therefore you live in a dangerous craphole. And what happens in a dangerous craphole? Bad tragic shit. It’s the freaking American way – you start out in a dangerous craphole and work hard so you can someday move up to a somewhat less dangerous craphole. And finally maybe you get a mansion. But at this rate you ain’t even gonna make it to the somewhat less dangerous craphole.

(Sea Oak)

It is the freaking American way. And when trickle-down has trickled away, and evaluations have denied us value, apple pie be praised we can still slouch over to literary satire’s top table, where George Saunders is picking over the National Carcass and finding the wishbone already broken.

21
Apr
08

mean, Lord, they´re mean

[another two or more-parter, with apologies for parochialism]

Though I live here, I´m still relatively grateful to be a citizen of one of the minority of states for which Amnesty and Human Rights Watch reports have tended to start with something other than estimates of the probable numbers executed or tortured by agents of the state. This doesn’t mean I’m complacent about the current state of the state. And neither am I nostalgic for those innocent days before the War on Terror™. Awareness of the general willingness of states, organisations and powerful individuals to make major exceptions to avowed principle for the marginal, the powerless, or the vaguely threatening – see the British Empire(though not by Niall Ferguson), Northern Ireland, and whatever you fancy – has left me no golden ager, hellish useful as a belief in ancient liberties has often been (thanks, Tom Paine, Gerard Winstanley, others…). There’s never been anything approaching a golden age (or a golden land) for all, nor will there ever be till lamb lies with lion and lamb resists taking awful misdirected suckling revenge, but this doesn’t for a moment mean it’s all ok. Even if it were all ok, it wouldn’t be, that being the nature of the struggle. Rights, entitlements and freedoms have always to be wrestled anew from those who would rather keep them, doubtless benevolently, for the trustworthy.

This overloaded wheelbarrow of an introduction is wobbling towards, far down the garden path, a stile straddling two areas in which I’ll happily declare an interest – civil liberties and photography. I’ve never been sure about the morality of photography, but convinced of its pleasures, harmlessness, and necessity, and prompted by a bulletin board discussion, have been looking into this lobby, led by Austin Mitchell MP on the (increasingly? Who knows) routine bullying of photographers in the UK.

Mitchell, a, traditional advancer of the quirky and unpopular cause – the only MP I can remember showing a professional interest in Social Credit – has tabled an Early Day Motion, supported by the NUJ, calling for a parliamentary expression of support for unfettered photography. Within the British parliamentary system, EDMs are a popular way, outranked only by legislation, executive order, select committee report, ministerial questions, full debate, Westminster Hall debate and between-slice mutterings by the veteran wielder of the monogrammed knife of the cake trolley in the House of Commons tearoom, of raising an issue into the noble consciousness of parliament, and perhaps into the parliamentary record.

The text of the EDM is here

Socially liberal by heart and head, but economically not (and proud to wear the stacked dunces’ caps in that bottom-left corner of the bottom-left corner on the Political Compass), I’m not seeking the kind of story of the beastliness of others in restricting usually hard-bought freedoms (frittering natural capital, ignoring the global poor, claiming unrestricted ownership over pretty much everything) that some[I] defenders of liberty[/I] might prefer. Instead, I’m trying to work out on the page where this relatively minor civil liberties issue fits, and whether it can illuminate anything but itself, feebly.

The EDM defends photography on several grounds: on its harmlessness, enjoyability and artistic value. However, given that these butter few political parsnips (thanks, Jonathon Porritt, for that particular corning of mechanically recovered proverb). I suspect this is headed to the place where unwanted Early Day Motions compare treasury tags whilst knocking back the correcting fluid.

[more...]

01
Apr
08

like crumbs

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Mostly, it’s not worth talking about. Does that mean it’s not worth doing?

26
Mar
08

well

bins

This ain’t so hard. Not sure what I’m doing, starting one of these, three years after everyone except my great-aunt did, but so it goes. It’ll maybe force me to write something other than the same paragraph of that difficult story about the voyeur, over and over.

Might just half-nelson my words into some kind of highly categorised order, will willing, and I might just take some more photos. We’ll see. Or, more accurately at this stage, I’ll see.